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Doubt has everything to do with Confidence & Certainty,
you will never feel it if you live in a world filled with
doubt. Understand what Truth is and you eliminate doubt.
Once you have no doubt you begin to see Confidence
and Certainty is nothing more then a decision to FEEL. Just
feel Confident, hold your body as if you know something with
no doubt.
Once I had made the decision to leave a 20 year
abusive marriage with 4 children to mother I found myself
taking a college programming course. I had only a grade 9
education and been out of school for more then 20 years and
the abuse escalated in my home life - nobody told me an abusive
man gets even more abusive if you leave them. I had lost 30
pounds in one week ( you'd have to experience the shaking,
no appetite, total fear to understand how one can loose weight
that fast). I was not
holding myself with enough confidence to be accepted into
the course. I demanded I be accepted because I passed the
entrance exam but I knew I had to pull myself together if
I was to accomplish what I was setting out.
I was forced to purchase business cloths for school when
a schoolmate told me I should be wearing high heels, much
more fashionable then what I was wearing. I made my first
purchase and to my surprise it introduced me to a whole new
level of confidence.
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In order to look good while wearing impossible
shoes, your body needs to be straight and you need to walk
with confidence or you look like a complete nut. Because of
the way I was forced to hold my body, keep my head up at all
times my confidence & certainty grew. In that full year
I went through hell that can't be described, it truly was
the most abusive year I've experienced yet.
At the same time it was my best year in my life.
Because of the confidence I decided to hold, each day was
easy to smile while living through hell. I graduated with
an 89% and with certainty I accomplished the goal I set out.
Again my education didn't work well for me because it's not
humanly possible to enjoy such a demanding career while dealing
with abuse on a regular basis. It wasn't what I was supposed
to be doing, but it introduced me to the possibility that
with Confidence & Certainty I could do anything I set
my mind to. I believe I've found my calling.
As you drink from Confidence & Certainty feel what it
feels like. Try to remember a time you had absolute confidence,
absolute certainty and just feel what it feels like again.
If you feel these intentions one second more each day you
develop a new Nero Net to support a regular experience of
the intention.
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