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I've been battling a smoking addiction most of my life. I'm
a master of quitting, I quit all the time. It's those un-controlled
moments that lead me back into the addiction where I can't
function unless I have a cigarette. I've tried every trick
in the book to stop this addiction, I know it's killing me.
It's my drive that pushes me to find answers, find a way to
end this problem. Our addictions control all aspects of our
lives, even our addictive thought patterns. Finding the cure
to addictions and I believe you find a cure for most illness's.
I believe those of us suffering from any addiction,
over eating, smoking, drinking, drugs or workaholic to name
a few, are the biggest heroes on this planet. There are two
types of addictive personalities, those lost in the illness
and those recognizing they must be fully consciously aware
of all their thoughts in order to make healthy decisions.
It's been generations of addiction sufferers
who have recognized the way to happiness involves the study
of consciousness. This lead us to knowing ourselves, who we
are, what is our purpose, how do we create the perfect life.
Addictions are nothing more then a core problem
that needs to be transformed. However core problems creating
an addictive behaviour involves holodynes (DNA = spinners
of information) from our past, our parents or grand parents
create years ago while they were dealing with something pretty
traumatic. Addictions are extreme, they can only be caused
by the worst human experience possible. Addictions kill so
the choice to kill one's self is the logical decision with
the information or logic stored in one's left brain of knowledge.
What logic would explain why globally we all suffer from
addictive behaviours? From what hits home for me is the reality
that should I get control of this smoking addiction, create
a brain where I have complete focus to attract
the "Big House", "The Big Car", "The
Perfect Vacations", "The Perfect Mate", I'd
still have my heart broken to see other people suffer.
It feels insane to create My Perfect World,
while living in such a dysfunctional world around me. I have
4 children who I am so proud of, I would give them the world
yet the only gift I could give them is the Love they wish
from their father. I cannot control the actions of another
and because my life
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involves watching the broken hearts of my children
I will always have a reason to choose death over life. It's
not logical thinking, it's the result of experiencing the
pain caused by not having the control to stop something I
personally feel is important.
I see our selves kill this very planet by not
acting responsible and accountable in our decisions. We have
a billion dollar industry in the sex trade involving children.
The create minds of tomorrow will be raised with the insane
actions of our present day. Those suffering from addictions
understand the big picture, they suffer pain that hits home
on a traumatic level as if it's happening to them personally
while dealing with some pretty simple problems in comparison.
We can witness who I feel Hero's in our Native
Indians. We've introduced addictions on their culture while
others controlled and destroyed their families, their life
style and their culture. Generations have gone by yet the
holodynes, the pain relief in their suffering has been carried
on to present day where it's not really understood in how
to CURE their culture from addiction.
We've had generations suffer from wars, witnessing the mass
killing of other cultures and that pain, those holodynes carried
on to the new generations. We've enslaved other cultures,
then freed them with the acceptance that they shouldn't be
trusted, they can't function at the same level as other races.
I cannot comprehend the emotions created by being stopped
by police while driving your nice car simply because of the
colour of your skin.
That hero's, those of us suffering from addictions
hold great responsibility in the healing of this planet. We
must recognize our logic in thinking death is the best alternative.
We must learn to create a life without pain, create a life
of understanding and good will towards others even our enemies.
And we hold a responsibility to encourage others to live in
their Full Potential, to wake up those who haven't realized
the Bigger Picture of how we function as a Global Unit. One
life affects the lives of others.
Addictions are created by Global problems. Transforming
those holodynes requires you to investigate your Global values,
see how active you are in living your own Full Potential in
healing those values that are important to you.
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